I sit here staring at my buddy list
Waiting for her to come online
Suddenly I see her screen name appear
It makes my heart jump every time
I double click on her screen name
And the message box appears
I type in a simple hello
But it always stops right here
Right before I press Send
Doubts enter my nervous mind
The fear I feel makes me hesitate
And I close the box every time
I continue staring at the screen
Waiting for her, message to me
I keep hoping I'll hear that ring
But disappointment is all I receive
For hours and days this goes on
Unable to divert myself away
Sometimes I can't help but wish
That she's sitting there, doing just the same
The only i rememberd is
keen at start careless at the end
but thats not true thoe
herburner words at start and
hurtburning sentences at the end
might she take dem as dialogs.
